[Verse 1]
I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here
I should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn

[Verse 2]
And now I sit here in the dark
In a city that is not my own
There’s a roof over me
And four walls to keep me away from me cold
The disappointment in myself
Is more than you'll ever know
And more than I show
And it's perfectly clear
I shouldn't be here
I should just disappear

[Chorus]
I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it's perfectly clear I should have never stayed here
Should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn
Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn
Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn
[Bridge]
Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what's coming to me
Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what's coming to me
I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved

[Outro]
I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
You've made it perfectly clear
I shouldn't be here
Now I'll just disappear