You put me on a pedestal and tell me I'm the best
You raise me up into the sky until I'm short of breath
Fill me up with confidence, I say what's in my chest
Spill my words and tear me down until there's nothing left
Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest
What if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Am I the monster?
Just let me know
I was fifteen when the world put me on a pedestal
I had big dreams of doing shows and making memories
I made some bad moves tryna act cool, upset by their jealously
Lifting me up, lifting me up
Tearing me down, tearing me down
I'll take responsibility for everything I've done
Holding it against me like you're the holy one
I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go
Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control
I came in with good intentions, then I let it go
And now I really wanna know
What if I, what if I trip? (Oh)
What if I, what if I fall? (No)
Am I the monster? (Am I the monster?)
Just let me know (Let me know)
What if I, what if I sin? (Oh)
What if I, what if I break? (No)
Am I the monster? (Am I the monster?)
Just let me know (Please, just let me know)
I'm the monster
What if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Am I the monster? (Am I the monster?)
Just let me know (Let me know)
What if I, what if I sin? (Oh)
What if I, what if I break? (No)
Am I the monster? (Am I the monster)
Just let me know (Please, just let me know)