[Verse 1]
I won't wait for someone to see me
I've been away cause nobody needs to know I bleed
Needs to know I bleed, needs to know I bleed...
Scarves for every season blanket all my shame

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, searching for reasons you're the author of my pain
Oh, lost in the pages rearranged

[Chorus]
Soul diver, was it worth it? (not so far)
High-flyer in the circus
And oh, the cancer's on the surface
But you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it
Through all the worry and pain, we move on

[Verse 2]
Can't ignore the wishes of a setting sun
Fade into forever whilе they play along
I see the end in front of mе, I see

It doesn't matter, I don't want it now - no I don't
Doesn't mean that I don't need it
You - you're gonna get to know the monster well
Oh so well...
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, searching for reasons you're the author of my pain
Oh, lost in the pages rearranged (rearranged!)

[Chorus]
Soul diver, was it worth it? (not so far)
High-flyer in the circus
And oh, the cancer's on the surface
But you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it
Through all the worry and pain, we move on
And though the hurt remains, we move on

[Bridge]
It's feast or famine, you decide
The walls are closing faster
Through holy wars, we're fast asleep
Understanding self-defeat

[Violin Solo]

[Outro]
Was it worth it after all? (soul diver...)
Was it worth it after all? (soul diver...)
Soul diver, was it worth it?
High-flyer in the circus
Soul diver, was it worth it?
High-flyer in the circus