I'll start it off by saying, I'm not one for the complaining
You wouldn't know it from my writing
You wouldn't know it from my songs
But I am different, I am free, I am what you need

But oh my God, I miss you more than I thought was possible
I understood the obstacles, but you could've tried more
Sometimes it seems I need a mom more than I need to eat
So I didn't eat, I didn't sleep
I'd go all day without a bite, and it's not my fault
It's not my fault

And I'll admit, sometimes my chest gets so tight that I throw fits
You said you'd always be there; where are you through all of this?
'Cause this is hard, this is way harder than I thought
I'm so concerned about the ending that I don't even know the plot

Except for I am different, I am free, I am what you need

So you think of all the things that make you sad
And don't include them in your better half
Because I'm, I'm not like you

I don't find happiness in a meaningless existence
Don't know what I'm going to do
But I am different, I am free, I am what you need
And yeah, I believe that there's a God
I believe that there is something out there
Other than my thoughts
I believe it was never science against religion
It wasn't poor against wealth
It was always me against myself
And I'm so scared who's gonna win

'Cause I wake up feeling so shitty
It's been so long since you've been with me
I don't know where this old body's gonna go myself
But I know, I am different, I am free, I am what you need
I am different, I am free, I am what you need
And I am different, I am free, I am what you need