I’ll Die With No Friends And A Grin On My Face

I curse the day when being open was abandoned

Now my brothers see the weakness in my action

And the way I walk screams defeat

My existence hurts those I love

This motion seems to drag me down

Without them there is defeat

And when you find me I will listen to your words

And they go with nothing more than a smile

I would like to think that this burning will soon die

Alone with hate for myself so save yourself

With a grin on my face

I am sorry

Take me back

Oh what forgiveness is?

I say bury your secret