[Verse 1]
Anticipating this
Lie and say I'm alive
Slow move or close my fist
Thoughts of the killing kind

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Never thought it would come to this
I lied to save my own mind
Cut me out with an eminent kiss
A pain of the killing kind

[Chorus]
Disarray, why feel for you
I've already turned that stone
Disarray, why feel for you
I've already turned that stone

[Verse 2]
Infatuation ends
Try to numb my inside
Slow move or cut through it
Thoughts of the killing kind

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Never thought it would come to this
A lie to feign my own life
Cut me out with an eminent kiss
A pain of the killing kind
[Chorus]
Disarray, why feel for you
I've already turned that stone
Disarray, why feel for you
I've already turned that stone

[Verse 3]
I lost
My life
To feel
Inspired again

[Chorus 2]
Disarray, why feel for you
I've already turned that stone
Disarray, why feel for you

[Outro]
I've already
I've already
I've already
I've already
I'm not ready
I've already
Disarray, why feel for you
I've already turned that stone