Skipping school and kissing in your front yard
I'm not in love with you, no
I just want to hold you in the dark
Make you wish you were never born

Behind the bleachers at the game that night
You know I wanted you that way
Now that I hold you in my arms so tight
I can't stand your sight

Cutting pictures of armor from magazines
We paste them to the sides of our hearts
To keep them from breaking

I feel empty, I feel nervous
I don't know what to do with you
It's not that I don't want to kiss you
Just that I feel nothin' when I do

So let down your hair
Still wet from the rain last night
No you couldn't fall asleep
It's not that I wanna die
Sometimes I just think I'm living a lie
When you wake up in the middle of the night
I won't be there when you turn on the light