[Verse 1]
I take a deep breath
The smell might get me high
You get fucked up just to get by

I sleep all day 'cause I can't open my eyes
You pissed it all away
And never said goodbye
(Said goodbye)

[Chorus]
The strength I find
I find on the inside
(And I will not)
And I will not apologize

[Verse 2]
We are so scared of
What's around the corner
That's why we try to destroy the order

Chaos won't let us see
What's coming around the bend
The journey is more important than the end
(Than the end)
[Chorus]
The strength I find
I find on the inside
(And I will not)
And I will not apologize for my prize

(You didn't know)
I guess you didn't know
It's not a weakness
It's just my syndrome

[Post-Chorus]
You will never know
The depth of my syndrome
You will never know
The depth of my syndrome

Why do we try to die...?
Syndrome
Why do we try to die...?
Syndrome

[Bridge]
The pills will make it go away
Depression is my only friend
I'm never getting better
And I don't want to anyway
[Chorus]
The strength I find
I find on the inside
(And I will not)
And I will not apologize for my prize

(The angels call)
The angels are calling me home
(You didn't know)
I guess you didn't know
It's not a weakness
It's just my syndrome

[Outro]
Why do we try to die all the time?
Isn't it just enough to be alive?