Movin' eyes are rolling all around
Tongue tries controlling, no rest it found
I hear this funny beepin', it's all I have
All the day - leads my way

People keep on talking, their "ignoring me"
Standing face to face, not much more to see
And hear this tingling voices, it's all I have
All the day - lead my trail

Here am I
This is me
What I was
I will never be
Locked in me
Prison for free
I just want to stand up
And shout loud
"I don't wanna be this!"

I'm ashamed in this situation
Horrified by a deep frustration
To strong to die alone
And too weak to give my soul a home
I tried and I still try
I am so sad, deeply sad
But even my tears have dried
Even my soul hasn't cried no more
Life can be a dirty whore
Which I can not ignore

Here am I
This is me
What I was
I will never be
Locked in me
Prison for free
I just want to stand up
And shout loud
"I don't wanna be this!"

My best friends cannot visit me
About problems, in their eyes to see
Sometimes a mid-gentle streak
While you're remembering me
How it was "to be"

Here am I
This is me
What I was
I will never be
Locked in me
Prison for free
I just want to stand up
And shout loud
"I don't wanna be this!
I don't wanna be this!
I don't wanna be this!
I don't wanna be this!"