I wanna be Frank Ocean
I wanna be Bon Iver
But I'm just not there
Haven't practiced enough yet
I wanna be able
To say something different
That hasn't been said yet
But I'm scared

I'm scared of trying
Cause I don't know if I'll succeed
You know I'm such a coward
Barely dare to dream
Don't know if I'm awake
But I've counted all the sheep

I wanna feel emotions
I wanna scream and shout
Still at key
Pushing my feeling down
And get so anxious
I'm so self aware
Even as I say this
I fear you probably don't care
My thoughts are going crazy
Laying here in there
God, tell me who I am
Who I have to become
To be happy
Become to be happy
God, tell me who I am
And who I have to become
To be happy
And to be happy