I Love You, Not The Future

I love you, not the future
And I love you in my room
I love you not starting a fight
And I love you loving me tonight

After six gut-wrenching months I still
Wake up by lumps
But I like when you're speechless
Your face just turning red

I know life's been hell
But I hope you're doing well
My heart is feeling full
You're my individual

I love the nights we talk
Or the other nights we fuck
That's how I imagine it
I don't want this to end