Today is my birthday
You ask if i feel older
I said - i don’t know
But i feel a little colder
I’m a hot mess
And it feels good to care a little less about the small things

No way
I just blinked
Got a house
Got a baby
A dog and a ring
I’m still a hot mess
But it feels good to care a little less
About what other people think

Maybe i’m not a
Poet
A hero
A singer
That everyone likes

But fuck I just love to worry so much about what I’ve achieved all the time