YOUNG DIAMOND
Always saw the picture
Always pictured my mamma living large
In a big house
Money in the bank
Everything
You know what i'm about
Always pictured the big lifestyle
Yeah that’s me
But some shit
Just get crazy lately
Its like i fell down
Man
I get older
Without realizing
Its like the devil
Just got a hold of me
Its like
Damn
That wasn't where i meant to be
Like tell me
What's the man i was
I know know
Man
Life
Keep going on
Always say my bigger picture
I try to hold on strong
I always look at myself in the fast cars
Always look at me in the biggest house
Always look at myself waking up in the morning
Smiling
Saying hi to my neighbors
Lately
I have been living under stress
Lately i have been living under a mess
Lately i have been living uncomfortable
Always pictured my self comfortable
Man
Damn
This wasn’t the life i chose
Wasn't the life that i chose for me
Never pictured myself living in misery
Pictured myself living the high life
Superstar
With all the fast cars
Bitches in my house
Yeah that's me
That's what i pictured
But look at me
Here i am
Living so lonely
Damn
Life is so crazy
I don't know what to do
When i was eighteen
She was fourteen
And i don't know what to say
Man life is so crazy
When i was twenty
She was fourteen
Now she looking like a big woman
Now i'm twenty two
But you know whatever
(kiss teeth)
Life is so damn crazy
She saw my life style
Now she coming all after me
Man
I don't know what to do
Life is so crazy
Pictured myself in the nice cars
Superstar
Man
You know that’s me