I don't know
I just don't know
They wanna stop me
I saw this coming a long time ago
I don't know
I just don't know
They wanna stop me
I saw this time a long time ago
Man
I'm trying to have a better future
But they stop it
Like a automatic
Nuff of them don't want to see me make it
Every time i trying to do it
They want to say i fake it
Now they want to come and try to take it
From me
Everybody want to talk about me
Pastors want to pray for me
How many pastors
Pray for me
Mommy make millions
Pastors pray for me
God could you please
Help me help me mommy
Aye
Help me mother get understanding
And wisdom
Cause she always want to come and
Talk fuckery to me
Life is so funny
Could you give my mother knowledge
And make her be somebody better in society
Could you bless my mother with wisdom and knowledge
That she don't even come and harass me
Everybody want to talk
When your daddy coming home drunk
And come and talk some fuckery
Three o'clock in the morning
And you sleeping
And your daddy coming
Like a fucking
Anybody
Now you want to come and talk
Like you know me
You don't know shit about me
Homie
You say that you a gangster
You say that you a gangster
I was raised in the ghetto
Looking out for your little sister
Tell me what's the motto
Could church save anybody
Yo
When your brother got his problems
With family
And every body family against you
Yeah
Older brother try to have a better life
Tell me what to do
Like a drive thru
And you wondering why
I'm still free
You thinking i'm free
And you think i'm just so free
You wondering why i still sing the songs
That i'm singing right now
But i'm trap inside
I still have the hurt
And all the trap
Everything wanna trap me mentally
They tell me that
You moved to another world
But you want to come and act like a
Fuck.....
They tell me how come
You still have the same mentality
How come you living trap
I will always be trap
For the knowledge inside of my head
Like a what's up
Yeah
No matter where i go
It will always stay in my mind
Whether i go space
I will always have the mentality
No matter where i go
The trouble stay in my mind
Even where i go
Spain
The trouble stay in my mind
No matter where i go
The trouble stay in my mind
No matter where i go
The trouble still follow me
No matter where i go
The thoughts stay in my mind
No matter where go
They still wanna harass me
My mind is playing tricks on me
Trying to forget about my past
But the past won't forget me
Everybody want to come
And try to talk about me
Talk about me
Always want to talk some fuckery
I tell the girl
I don't like speaking where i from
Cause where i'm from
Is dangerous
Yeah that's me
If you want to know
How i come from the bottom
To the top
To become somebody
If you wanna know how i get there
How i go on the plane
How i get a plane ticket
If you wanna know all the things i have to do
Just to get some fucking respect
If you want to know
How i do my passport
Just to get a stamp on the passport
If you want to know all type of shit i do
To get what i got
Tell
Everybody want to know
Tell them my life is crazy
Yeah they think i'm happy
Pretty boy with a pretty face
But i still have a fucked up memory
My life is so crazy
They think i'm so happy
Pretty boy with a pretty face
But i still have a fucked up memory
Yo
I still have the memory
Of when i was little
Nuff of them talk
But they don't know like a beetle
Now they want to come and talk
Like its a battle
They think they could stop me
Like its a startle
Hey
Like a cattle
Like a cattle
Like a cattle
Still have the memory
Yeah the memory stay with me
No matter where i go
Trying to forget about the past
But the past won't forget me
Yo
You want
(chuckle)
Yo what's up yo