[Intro: J-Formz]
I need you to smoke this blunt with me right now, man. Itās been 4 years, 4 solid years, and you still just donāt get it. Itās whatever yo. If you feel me just light up and letās get it inā¦
[Verse 1: J-Formz]
Shit, just a couple years back, it was here I am
Then, I was here for some years, now itās there I go
Iāve seen so called āfansā say they would die for me
And after a little split up, wonāt even ride for me
Iāve come a long fuckin way, I donāt need that shit
I eat, sleep, and breathe, dog, I bleed this shit
Iām like an addict, I canāt help but spit
Itās like a drug, you know how many times Iāve triеd to quit?
I just canāt, but I can tell you one this I donāt need
Is all thesе snakes pretendin like they friends with me
Iāve always based myself upon keepin it real
So I just make record based on how I feel
Thatās what you're always gonna get, you donāt like it? Press eject
Cause I donāt need spins and money, all I need is respect
I need me friends, my fam, my wife, and some weed
A pen, a pad, a mic, and a beat
And there I goā¦
[Chorus: Sample, Bob Seger - Here I Am On The Road Again, (J-Formz)]
Here I go on the road again. There I am up on the stage. Here I go, playin star again. There I go, there I goā¦
(I made a mark. We made a mark. Look, itās gonna be what itās gonna be and youāre either gonna like it, or youāre not, and thatās fine. Just know I aināt gonna change.)
[Verse 2: J-Formz]
Hereās another thing that really makes me laugh
āPut me in your top friends, Iām your #1 fan!ā
Or maybe they wonāt even say that
They just ask me to do it, on some real shit, I donāt even play that
If I had some beef, would you have my back?
Would you even wanna be in there if I didnāt rap?
If I got locked right now, would you post my bail?
Are you sittin on this couch with me, puffin my L?
Were you there when I won that showcase I Manhattan?
Would you know that I was Formz if it werenāt for rappin?
Did you help me write my rhymes or deal with the pain?
Where the fuck was your house when I was stuck in the rain?
Did you buy a mixtape? Or maybe a shirt?
Did you give me a beat? Did you help my work?
If you answered ānoā for everything I wrote with this pen
Then, what the fuck would make you think that Iām even your friend?
You tell me thatā¦
[Chorus: Sample, Bob Seger - Here I Am On The Road Again, (J-Formz)]
Here I go on the road again. There I am up on the stage. Here I go, playin star again. There I go, there I goā¦
(I mean, I could give a fuck less about MySpace, you know. Thatās just a point being made, but one thing I do care about is loyalty. I care about respect, and if you havenāt given me either of those things, man, donāt take it personal, but youāre not my friend, man. You donāt even know me
[Verse 3: J-Formz]
Shit, not only with music, but my whole entire life
No matter what it was, I always put up a fight
I always had pride in myself, and backed my words
So, when you hear me say somethin, just take it for what itās worth
Sometimes, I feel like bein a friend is a job
They do it so youāll be there in case times is hard
They donāt really care what happens, they just put on an act
To better themselves, and then, they go and turn theyāre back
Well, you donāt have to back me, son, I back myself
And every action Iāve ever done, just speaks for itself
Iāve brought joy in peopleās lives, Iāve also brought misery
So you tell me, when Iām gone, will you be missin me?
You never miss somethin ātil itās gone, right?
Well, how the fuck you supposed to miss it if itās still here?
And Iām just sittin here, writin these songs, right?
But now 5 albums deep, isnāt it still clear
Who I am?
[Chorus: Sample, Bob Seger - Here I Am On The Road Again, (J-Formz)]
Here I go on the road again. There I am up on the stage. Here I go, playin star again. There I go, there I goā¦
2x
(Every album I drop, I feel like the same person with different outlooks. Similar, but different. Itās like, I learn things the older I get, but, the more I learn, it just adds more negativity to the reality of it. If you canāt appreciate the realness that I bring to the table, I gotta question how real you are yourself, you know? Here I am man. Look at it like this; in all reality, one day, I wonāt be here no more. Probably before that, I wonāt be making music no more, so, you know, when that time comes, the question is: Are you gonna care or are you gonna be just pretending to care now cause Iām still here? There I go, man. Just like that, I done came and went 1 more timeā¦)