Strawberry blush on the cusp
Repercussions of drugs and heartache that I hold like 100s
Dollar bills
Dolled up and pretty, you’re ready to meet your new lover
And coddle the thrill
Follow the drill
Swallow the pill
Hollow as walls in the home that’ll make you fulfilled
But until death does you part, someday this love will go kill


And the plights play
Fighting the urge and I might stray
Night after night, I just might say
The wrong thing to hurt you
I long to be worthy
It’s wrong to feel worry
I might crave
A lover to hurt me
I like weight
Of love on my shoulders
A loner, I soak up the night shade
To take me home, woke up to bright days
That’s wishful thinking
To spite shame
Look at me sinking, I might fade

Take it all away, take it all away
All that fucking shame
Tucked up in my brain
Nothing is the same
Everydays a phase
I’m afraid
Feeling the weight, elevate
Live a day, searching for better days
Medicate towards a steady state of destruction
Defunct and it sucks out my mind like a suction

The plights play
Fighting the urge and I might stray
Night after night, I just might say
The wrong thing to hurt you
I long to be worthy
It’s wrong to feel worry
I might crave
A lover to hurt me
I like weight
Of love on my shoulders
A loner, I soak up the night shade
Take me home, woke up to bright days
That’s wishful thinking
To spite shame
Look at me sinking, I might fade
I might fade
I might fade (no)
I might fade (no)

Drown up a shallow girl into the deep end
Gallows are home to me when the deceit ends
What does it mean when
I let defeat get
Best of me, best of me
You‘re just the death of me
Remedy, remedy
For all my enemies
Remember me endlessly
One day You’ll get a peak
Of the peak of your life unaware that is the best that you’ll see
Meant to be mended with many dreams
That you will never reach
On the occasion you ever feed ego
The dreams that’ll make you feel peaceful
A refill prescription
A stream full of veto for future progression
Potentials heart wrenching
Render my legacy stress for your tendons

That little bit of false hope sure goes a long way
Littering the broad scope of everything I call faith
Little did you know, I sipped the henny and I fought hate
I’d hate to tell you no, but I just love the my heart races
When I feel it crashing to the floor
In a fashion I just know it’s bound to happen any moment
About to take another pill until I'm soaking in the noise
All up in my head then Im buried up in my bed
Apparent, it’s imperative, it perish like my breath
Peddled plenty sentiments
Depression never slept
Yeah, I go
I know, I know how this shit
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know how it goes