Hallucinations
While perusing the rulers phases
And to whom it caters bloom from a blue cocoon in true nature
Color of bruises, not just blue, with a hue of gloom layered
Allude to the brute and cruel players
I prove the truth, but that's not enough
To change my whole state of being
And as of late I've been leaning towards depression
Like steps on the floors creaking
I'm fiending for reasons to not redeem my bleeding addiction
In seasons
Life's a tease
I can tell by how she wears her cleavage

Men want to skeet skeet
Women want six feet
I just want six feet deep, guy

You could at least cheat
You can at least be a piece of shit and think everything's lit, right?

Don't be so bitter
Give time to reconsider, but I've too be patient in the waiting room
And lately you remind me of the ways I made my life debatable
I never dated you, but safe to say
That sample taste was insatiable
You could've really saved me
But shallow ways of humans are unbreakable
Another page is full of traces of all my facial faults
A razor in my bathroom retained
For the sake of if I decide my face is unsustainable
Guess i turned evil like cam in Paid in Full
Guess I pledged allegiance to a dream thats unattainable
And my debt burns holes through reality
Unrepayable
Unmistakable
High stakes
I trace my heavy heart to a greater flaw

Would have been better without you
Wrote you a letter
Went out to nobody
So it seems doubtful
Hold me, I really need sounds too
Play me some good shit to bounce to
Music is infinite, sounds true
Ridiculous isn't it?
Now you tripping
Now isn't shit bound to
Predicaments get me to drown too
Sentiments with a wish how to
Make the shit maybe surmount to
A logical resolve or lyrics frolicked in some awe
A spirit watching pills dissolve
Swallow as my soul thaws

Men want to skeet skeet
Women want six feet
I just want six feet deep, guy

You could at least cheat
You can at least be a piece of shit and think everything's lit, right?