4ria
D.T.A (Or: Lessons In Adapting To A Terrible Reality)
Breathe in, breathe out
On the surface, I’m kinda quiet
But losing my mind, deep down
On the beat feeling defeated
Peep the bleak sound
Watch it creep as they weep
Thoughts at their peak sprout
In the deep end of the season
Take a seat down
Got the heebie-jeebies
I’m bleeding my needs now
On your knees now
A-town up or peace down
Put my feet down
Peace out
Leave out the devil in the details
Beyond the truth
On a bender identified as a rendezvous
Don’t mind the few divine new loops
That i rhyme to and blind the youth
I’m mindful the lines are proof
I’m suicidal and quite attuned
To my idols who’ve tried abuse
Lose my sight, I don’t like you dudes
Never mind, the pursuit of some shine
I take flight and lose my damn mind
When I light a fuse
Bitch, I might still prove
I’m aligned with the lightning too
Every night, I recite the truth
Every time, I decide to annihilate
I’m maniacal
Whatever hides in the back of my mind
I maintain i’m liable to convey
My undeniable claims
Sizable shames a stain
On my motherfucking impulse
I remain contained in this
By default
Try to escape my brain
As I try to revolt
Lies result in some pain
I can’t fight or float on these waves
Reliable ways to go fucking violate fakes
Fuck it, the fire within
Plummets desires till I acquire new sins
That’s just how I feel
That’s just how I feel
That’s just how I feel about it
Love, I can’t be healed without it
Drugs, I cannot leave without it
Bitch, I will go lead this malice
Be about it, see about it
Don’t beat around the bush
On the beat, I give ‘em a push
With the ease, they give me a look like I’m evil
I never ever could believe you
Read you like a book
You’re so deceitful
Doom parallels truth
Heres a new overview
Chaos ensues
When desires are overdue
Over a few couple days
Far from sober boo
Exposed to the smoke
That chokes all of the views of the flukes
Some of them who I knew
The clues will evoke some new cud to chew
Put two and together, fuck you dudes
Never lose my vendetta
I become attuned to the bruises and weather
I’ve succumbed to feuds
Somewhat rude, I’ve been better
What the fuck to do
When I’m in tune with the pressure
Crush these loops
When I rummage, on the regular
Bitch, does it register?
When I make the change for competitors
Bet your bottom dollar
No rest assured
Best be referred as the best
That you never heard
Embezzle a breath of fresh air
When they all stare
That’s just how I feel
That’s just how I feel
That’s just how I feel about it
Love, I can’t be healed without it
Drugs, I cannot leave without it
Bitch, I will go lead this malice
Be about it, see about it
Don’t beat around the bush
On the beat, I give ‘em a push
With the ease, they give me a look like I’m evil
I never ever could believe you
Read you like a book
You’re so deceitful
That’s just how I feel
That’s just how I feel
That’s just how I feel about it
Love, I can’t be healed without it
Drugs, I cannot leave without it
Bitch, I will go lead this malice
Be about it, see about it
Don’t beat around the bush
On the beat, I give ‘em a push
With the ease, they give me a look like I’m evil
I never ever could believe you
Read you like a book
You’re so deceitful