[Verse 1: 4ria]
Coulda, shoulda, woulda, don't ever look up
Surely depicting these horrors, I shook up
Been real lit, I cook up, I feel it, I pull up
Reveal this one nook from the looks will not put up with shit
I have just stood up to crooks all pretending to look tough
Got a new call to arms like I do push ups
Keep my cards close to my chest like a bulletproof vest
Bite the bullet to shreds
I ponder, my karma will put you in debt
Carnage will cushion my dread
Stars in the sky that I hit with my scythe till they're dead
I'm only 5'5, but the flows are high tide and you're swept
Wide eyed, I detect all the lies they collect
Reflecting their dry intellect
Spread it like bread and butter then I will twist the knife in your flesh

[Chorus: 4ria]
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
To live with dishonor the truth will all ruin your bliss
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
To witness the monster within my defects
Within my attempts, bitch, I will binge and I'll vent
Until I'm grim and descend
Into the dim light of death
Till then I ain't getting no rest
[Verse 2: BEARDED LEGEND]
It pays to stay committed
Nevermind, I'ma mind my business
Head down while I work, show my worth
I'ma take my time while I make my living
Gonna lead them hordes, the masses
New York to Calabasas
Don't care if a bitch gonna talk some shit
Motherfucker, I'ma keep on laughing, yeah
I feel what I earn on my journey is only a bit of the sum
Ain't no pretending, I'm really ascending, a legend, the world will not render me numb
Be as a leader among all the creatures, I need to believe that we're living as one
Who else been hastily jumping to hate on me if they can wait to see my day has come, real shit
Getting hot like I'm evolving with a Fire Stone
Used to sit around and bathe in anger, getting high alone
Now I level up and get to set another milestone
Come without a warning, can't ignore the ways that I have grown

[Verse 3: 4ria]
I've been in a position willing to die with
My wish to give in to everything then die in silence
Sitting on a sentiment, too violent
Can't decide if what I'm doings ever worth it
I'm defiant right beside this, dirty pages of verses
But I'm feeling really worthless
Fuck this stupid game, it's starting to feel like a circus
Cannot ever contain all the serpents, yuh
I've been in a position willing to die with
My wish to give in to everything then die in silence
Sitting on a sentiment, too violent
Can't decide if what I'm doings ever worth it
I'm defiant right beside this, dirty pages of verses
But I'm feeling really worthless
Fuck this stupid game, it's starting to feel like a circus
Cannot ever contain all the serpents, yuh

[Chorus: 4ria]
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
To live with dishonor the truth will all ruin your bliss
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
To witness the monster within my defects
Within my attempts, bitch, I will binge and I'll vent
Until I'm grim and descend
Into the dim light of death
Till then I ain't getting no rest

[Post-Chorus: 4ria]
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
Forgive but don't ever forget
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
Bitch, don't even need your respect
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?
Forgive but don't ever forget
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted
Bitch, I don't have any regrets