Intro :

I guess it's time i express myself for the first time , you know
I just wanna let the whole world know
Yo !

Verse 1 :

I was just a little kid with big dreams

I used to dream about being on mtv

Having all of dem fans around me

Knowing my lyrics and all that shit

But growing up i saw that life is hard

When u want something it just moves apart

And it starts to come closer till it rips your soul

Then u see that u just another person in a mind control

Shit take all of this material stuff
All i ever wanted was a little bit of love

All i ever wanted was to please my mom

Momma i promise one day u gonna be proud of ur only son

I move on no matter how tough shit gets

At the time when u need nobody thats when they show up full of regrets

And thats the time when this girl came on the wrong spot

And since that day my clock ain't going tick tock

Fuck id give the whole world to her if i had it

I get hella hurt from her but i act like i forget it

Shit its more like i regret it

Meeting her man i wish it never happened

Cuz

I wanna make it out one day
I'm tired of my lifestyle nothing rly worked for me

I hope one day i get to call her bae

I pray to god tomorrow will be better than today

Ay

But fuck that

I gotta carry on and on

Maybe tomorrow i will achieve the dream that i want

When i see fake i recognize fake

I have a really good vision but my brain likes tricking me

What do i want ? I just wanna live free and be happy

So if i die after it wouldn't feel so crappy

Dont bother comming at my funeral telling how bad u still wish u had “him” cuz u never even cared while he was alive and standing

Now u understand it
Now u understand it