Marus stood all by himself he was misunderstood
He didn't believe in all the scriptures like he thought he should
Marcus prayed; Marcus cried
Marcus thought it would
Let him see the God that everybody thought is Good...

Marcus could have found a way to Jugg
Could have been his dad and sold rocks to the neighborhood
He didn’t even believe in God
But he did believe in good
He couldn't even see the angels watching him
The demons steady plotting and
The n***as on the block didn't have an option
Looking at their persona mistaking it all for confidence

Marcus Marcus
How could you know nothing?
How do you confront this?
Aren’t you wanting something more important?
Marcus Marcus
Stop making assumptions
You are lonely
You gone have to own it
You are not the only...

See Marcus mental was skeptical
Like why did he create homosexuals?
Like why we call him he, he has testicles?
Why we kill and there's vegetables?
Those commandments are legible
How is this all acceptable?
I don't know... Don't think about it
Keep it all suppressed don't make a stink about it
See I really like to think that there's a God but How do I not know that's just mirage?.......

You lying to yourself!
You wanna feel you have the control
He crying for help
The loneliness derives from his soul
The bible would tell
Fictions, mixed in with Egyptian, literature written, to hide from itself

Marcus grew up went to college lit
Full ride scholarship
Dean's list acknowledgment
Wasn’t with the partying
Hell, it all went so well
First male in his family to have no jail
Time, he tried to find his purpose
Worked a 9-5 its worthless
His soul couldn’t cope with lies
Like we suppose to get a job to work and die, its bogus nah
He felt something broke inside

One day he lost consciousness he thought he was threw
In and out the hospital he didn't know what to do
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His life’s dreams weren't nowhere near through
Demons all up in his room
And God said I choose You....