​u really thought god loved you

[Verse]
It's time to lose my patience
God loves fucking His patients
I over-like this one girl
I wish there was replacements
I starve until tomorrow
This vessel is so hollow
I dodge your conversations
I love it when you mock me
I love Jennifer's Body
I love when I'm inside you
Girl, you don't wanna hear it
I love it that you try to
I'm so fucking dysphoric
I'm ruined and I'm nervous
You love your suspense while I'm tired of hurting