Just Another Freak

[Verse 1]
Be truthful, do you really think I'm cool?
Why do you like me?
I'm a loser, and a user, and a fool
I will always be

Well I can't make up my mind
I'm running out of time
I'm falling down the hill
I'm sure I'm about to spill
My feelings everywhere
I claim that I don't care
But everything hurts in here
I don't think that I can bear

Another blow to my heart
I'm a broken pig
Babe you seem so smart
I can really dig the magic you are
But I'm not the one
I'm just having fun

With what
You think is love
I think is a joke
And this joke is on me and everything I believed in
I've learned to laugh with it
I wear a sad grin
These feelings aren't unique
'Cause I'm just another freak
I'm just another freak

[Verse 2]
I'm the worst and I'm always told I'm weird
But not in a good way
Always living everything I've ever feared
And I'm still waiting for that day

When I accept myself for what I am
I am the problem, damn
I demand what I can't give
At least I only have to live
Until I'm dead
So until then I'm alone
Selfish in my heart
And lustful to the bone

And I know I'm wasting your time
Pleasing just myself, never satisfied
Set you on my shelf
I'd do better with a banana peel
'Cause love isn't real

And you
Try to fix me
Do you pretend not to see
All the ugliness I carry with me everywhere I go?
There is no room for you
'Cause this is my show
Do you still think I'm cool?
Then, stand by your fool
Stand by your fool