[Intro - Yuuta Togashi & Nxnja]
Was Wicked Lord Shingin, to Rikka, like her connection or bond is to me?
So, I decided to be with Rikka and watch over her, and to do it in a way where I don't force her to change anything (Nxnja!). I wanted to create a relationship between us that broke free of such things, like conventional roles of lovers or best friends
[Chorus]
Ay
Living each day on a chase
What am I chasing for in this race?
Keeping up a steady pace, uh
Can't go from point A to Z
Trying to be free but life feels worthless to me, ay
Living each day on a chase
What am I chasing for in this race?
Keeping up a steady pace
Can't go from point A to Z
Trying to be free but lifе feels worthless to me, ay
[Verse I]
Ok, turn down the bеat, uh
Let me freestyle on this at ease
Trying not to cuss or else my reputation turns to rust
Painting bad and vivid imagery in my past songs, ay
One bullet, to my head, and I'll be gone
Can barely get out of bed without the dread to show
Hating humanity and it's selfishness that it breeds
Call me Goku Black on the beat cuz I hate all mortals
Rest In Peace to the good souls, uh
The good souls, pure at the core, ay
[Verse II]
They say that I should think about the money, uh
Screw the money, screw the fame, where's the blame?
We all selfish and there's no one to help us tame the greed
Hatred breeds more hatred, that's why we had 2 world wars
Bloodied and shackled to the ground in my head, 'bout to blow
And no, not in that way, get your head out of the gutters yo
It ain't like that bro, it's just hard to explain my perspective, uh
Respect I'm giving to all the people I mention
Including that dude Venemous out there making sick shit, uh
Yeah
[Chorus]
Living each day on a chase
What am I chasing for in this race?
Keeping up a steady pace
Can't go from point A to Z
Trying to be free but life feels worthless to me, ay
[Verse III]
Where do I go from here?
Piano is my favorite instrument playing near
Each key rings like a melody to my ears, keeps me tame, uh
Make me feel complete, I cannot ever stop mentioning the beat
Pay $50 for the stuff I got on Call of Duty, calling cards
Emblems to symbolize how dead I am inside
If it weren't for the customization then I would hide the money
Gunning for that hentai, yeah, ay, yeah, ay, yeah, ay
[Verse IV]
Whispers in my ears, uh
Telling me to doubt myself
Pretend to be myself when I'm not
Be like a Joker and carve a red smile to my face
Teeth getting sharper like a wolf in this place
Cold as the arctic, uh, my mind is barking but nobody can hear
It's hard to breathe in the darkness when it's suffocating
Working back-to-back jobs, uh, legs feel like they're breaking, uh
Getting every spot clean in the hotel, one missed spot and they yell
I just wanna die, death, please ring your bell, I wanna go now, uh
[Bridge]
I don't emo-rap for this and that
Heart attack, don't care for that clout
I don't chase for that, uh, that's not what I'm about
"Suck it up" they tell me and it makes my mood feel worse, uh
[Verse V - GxgetaLegion & XXXTENTACION]
Emo rap a song or two then go back
Vent all my frustration, uh, but I can't scream like an X
(IT'S ALL IN MY-- IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD!!!)
Numb to the emotions, uh, but creative on a potion, uh
Humanity telling me to grow up, fortify all these walls
Hide me from my happiness, blasphemous, feed me money, uh
Feed me lies all the time, I don't want the money
But it's shoved down my throat, uh
Electrocuted into my mind, electro-therapy, uh
All about the currency, yuh
[Chorus]
Living each day on a chase
What am I chasing for in this race? Uh
Keeping up a steady pace, uh
Can't go from point A to Z
Trying to be free but life feels worthless to me, ay
Living each day on a chase
What am I chasing for in this race?
Keeping up a steady pace
Can't go from point A to Z
Trying to be free but life feels worthless to me
Living each day on a chase
What am I chasing for in this race?
Keeping up a steady pace
Can't go from point A to Z
Trying to be free but life feels worthless to me, ay, ay, ay
[Outro - Yuuta Togashi & Touka Takanashi]
(Sigh)
She's gonna turn 18 this June...
And if she can't go to college then what will she do in that state?
One time, when I was in elementary school, I came across a chrysalis and picked it up... But I'd inadvertently damaged it... I worried that it was going to die, but the butterfly emerged just fine. It's wings were slightly deformed though. Sometimes, I wondered if it lived a good life
AH UGH! WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY?!
LISTEN! RIKKA IS TRYING SO HARD TO EMERGE FROM HER CHRYSALIS!
I WANT TO RESPECT THAT!
She thinks of all sorts of things in her own strange way...