[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet
Just spend night and suck dick, it's up
Yes, my diamonds white like some dice, like some rice
Just like spice, shawty entice
It got price, I don't check, I just bite
My good body, fuck your lil' bih
Pussy so fye, she want my dick
That's what I like

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION, with Craig Xen]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tеllin' me, "You can be the onе," yeah (Mm)
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah (Mm)
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah

[Verse 2: Craig Xen]
When I'm in that pussy, it's alive, huh
Right between the thighs
Dick up and down her spine
Lil' bitch says, "Xen, uh, can I stay the night?" Uh
I'ma sever ties, bitch
Ho, shut up, be quiet
Mix and match Margiela with my Gucci-printed sweater vest (My)
Diamonds in my dental, I can't brush 'em with no Crest, uh, yuh
Why the only time I feel alive, huh
Face to face with death or when I'm flexin' on my ex-bitch?
Why?
[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah