There was a time when I'd unravel
And drown in the snow
There was a time when getting murdered
Would feel like a joke

But I'm alive
Don't let me die
Now that I'm at the top of my game

There was a time when I'd apologise
When I should have been saying thank you
Times when I'd be filled with shame
Over things that everybody goes through

But now I'm free
I like being me
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top of my game

I get stronger with every punch
And every kick
And every rock that hits my back
And every time that I get sick
Oh, I get stronger too
There are still times when I feel sad as hell
And there are times I downright scare myself
Times when the rage inside me swells
Into a big black tidal wave
And I feel like an idiot but I know that I can deal with it

Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top of my game