[Chorus]
Suicidal Hotline
That’s a number I will never call
I don’t know who I can rely on
But it’s definitely not y’all

[Bridge]
I remember when I fell
I remember when I lied and said I was swell
I remember when I fell

[Hook]
I’ve been wearing a facade, can’t take it off

[Verse]
Hopefully someday do
Hopefully God enlighten me on what to do
Cause I’ve had it up to here and I’m tired of being rude
I remember when I used be the chill one in high school
Then I turned a fool
My life went down the drain but no one knew

There’s something’s I can not bring up
Somethings I cannot sing off
Matter of fact
Let’s go back
When I was little and my life went black
My parents divorced and I didn’t know how to grasp that
Kids blame themselves and that’s no cap
Then I grew up
No screw up
Till junior high
I brought tears to my mommas eyes
My family’s eyes
I lied
I’m not suicidal
I just wanna feel alive but the more I try
I feel like dying
Now you got me crying

Started to listening to rap
Lost track of time
Lost track of life
Lost my mind

Fast forward tenth grade
I wrote a song called “To Whom It May Concern”
But it wasn’t what you heard
It was a story of a girl who fell in the sunken place
Her life was a disgrace
She was so out of shape
Birds chirping words
Trash talking
Inappropriate flocking
Swallowing things to numb the pain
She went insane
Lost all her friends
She can’t explain
She almost died
You feel her pain?
No you cannot
She couldn’t abstain from the rectangular ‘cane
And real G’s know what I’m sayin’

Cause if you were there you could see the pain in her eyes
But every day I wonder why
No one spoke or tried to help her out
So now she lives in doubt
On who really got her back
She shouts
Y’all don’t know who this about?

This to my fans
God got greater plans than you could ever dream of
Be weary of the scams
Stay away from spams
People on social media just wanna steal your mans
Pass all your exams
Remember God has a plan
Even if you don’t know it yet
Leave your problems in His hands
RIP to Yam$
I almost wound up like that man
[Chorus]
Suicidal Hotline
That’s a number I will never call
I don’t know who I can rely on
But it’s definitely not y’all

[Hook]
I’ve been wearing a facade, can’t take it off