[Verse 1]
Constantly reminiscing
Lost in the pessimistic
Hard to communicate all
All of my fucking feelings
Trapped in a memory, it's
Slowly just killing me and
All of my sanity ran from me like it's scared of me but
I'm tryna find myself before I find somebody else
Cus' baby I need time, but I'll be there just when you cry for help
Cus' happiness is rare, but once you come to that conclusion it'll make you self aware
Lost in a thought and lately
Making mistakes, escaping
Fighting a war between my
Self and my demons, Satan
Always choking, I'm losing control and focus
I'm picking up all the pieces, I'm finding out that I'm broken
Looking for a reason, try to find the fact
I just want my soul and my mind intact