I’m sorry that I’m always gonna put pills over you,
I’m sorry that you’ll never get to see me get sober,
I’m sorry that I’m too high for us to ever talk,
I’m so fucking sorry I promise to god this shit isn’t your fault,
I’m living but I know I could be better off,
I’m so sorry I lost myself,
I’m so sorry you love me I can’t stand myself,
Living like this I’m trapped too deep in hell,
I wish they would bury me already,
I wish I could shoot up but my hands aren’t steady enough,
I wish I would of been a still baby a lot mom,
There’s a disconnect between me and this earth and,
I really wish I had someone,
I still day dream about how I wanted to live,
I wish I would of knew how to talk to them,
I saw the flowers but I lovе staring at the stems,
I see my sins and I still try to talk to them,
I see my dеmons I try to walk with them,
They say embrace the way I am,
I just can’t stand me; I wish I wasn’t the way I am,
I just wish I could be born again,
I just wish there was an easier way out of this.