[Chorus]
Counting my breaths
Sick to my stomach that I'm still conscious
I wanna vomit and tear off my flesh
If we're being honest, I hate being me
Counting my breaths
Sick to my stomach that I'm still conscious
I wanna vomit and tear off my flesh
If I'm being honest, I hate being me

[Verse]
Hate me all that you want
But you'll never hate me more than I hate myself
I wanna put my life on pause, I fucking hate these scars
Wanna put my conscience on a shelf
I just wanna feel nothing, just wanna be numb
I'm always feeling something, I'm so overcome
I just try to stop thinking, again I'm succumb, over and over again

[Chorus]
Counting my breaths
Sick to my stomach that I'm still conscious
I wanna vomit and tear off my flesh
If we're being honest, I hate being me
Counting my breaths
Sick to my stomach that I'm still conscious
I wanna vomit and tear off my flesh
If I'm being honest, I hate being me
Dammit, I hate being me