[Lyrics]

[Intro]
BASTARD

[Pre-Chorus]
I'll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls
I hate myself, I'm fucking appalled
No hesitation if it goes wrong
They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone

[Chorus]
17 xans for my birthday
I swear I'm going out in the worst way
I'm crying like a child, its a sure thing
The candles won't go out, they're still burning
I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words
Somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
Everything I'm doing is fucking wrong, it never works

[Bridge]
You were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
I'm fucking up everything, there's blood on my hands
I knew what you meant to me and still couldn't help mysеlf
With the cards I'm dealt so
[Pre-Chorus]
I'll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls
I hatе myself, I'm fucking appalled
No hesitation if it goes wrong
They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone

[Chorus]
17 xans for my birthday
I swear I'm going out in the worst way
I'm crying like a child, its a sure thing
The candles won't go out, they're still burning
I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words
Somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
Everything I'm doing is fucking wrong, it never works