[Verse 1]
There's a lot of n***as in my DMs, shit's a list
There's a lot of times when I sit down and try forget
A lot of situations that I'm not proud of
Fighting demons tryna make amends with father
We don't get along 24/7
Went from cloud 9 to the doors of heaven
Pessimistic baby with no backbone going crazy
Is she a whore?
Is she the next best baby?
I might never find the one who makes me feel like my life has begun, mmh
I might spend my everyday regretting picking up the final pen, mmh
But fuck me right tonight and be my anaesthetic in a costume yeah, mmh
Just fuck me right tonight and be my anaesthetic in a costume yeah

[Chorus]
Baby put your mask on
Bonis'uthando and don't front
Try to convince me I'm the one, one for you, yeah
Stay kind
Hold onto me like a lifeline
Hold onto me for a lifetime

[Verse 2]
I'm a walking trauma
I got my temper from mama
But when I'm in love I'm calmer
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Been taken advantage of, now I don't know when to say "Stop"
Everybody telling me "Calm down", I say "Shove it" yeah
I'ma be wild and I'ma be mad
Life has turned me so so sad
All of these n***as have done me so bad
Still wake up everyday wishing on death
I'm tired of being patient and kind
Acting like I'm of sound mind while they stay plotting on me (Bayandisukela)
How to use me and abuse me
I smile through the bull, I'm stupid
Naïve, addicted to romance
Need therapy but can't afford it
Calm down, tu es gentil
They can't see you frown
Now you got fans you can't let 'em down
And they all look up to you now
C'est difficile, la vie change
Mais je suis mal prepare
Les autres, they don't really care
'Cause I'm supposed to be the bigger man, all the time
All the time
'Cause I'm nice
'Cause I'm nice