Look
I wonder if you're wondering how much I hate you for real
How vitriolic I get, how much I'm drinking to heal
How many hours spent crying over time wasted
How many journal entries I done dropped your name in
But shit, I ain't complaining. It's all a process
I hate you more than I could hate myself, I call that progress
And I hate your fucking name, all you liars just the same
Up and hurt the ones you're with then make excuses for your games
So shameless, never candid with it
How you take a part of my heart and just up and vanish with it?
Pent up and famished my mеntal haunted and branded
It's tarnished with all thеse thoughts of you
Cerebellum yelling but hearts gon do what they wanna do
Part of me still exhausted the other welcoming trouble still
If you slide I'm up for real, logic missing, Copperfield [cop a feel]
I swear I hate you
I been lying too long to call it
My head been inside the clouds and your tail is all I been wanting so...
If you're wondering
(If you wonder if I hate you)
Lord knows I fucking tried but I can't
I wondered how I'd live without you every moment we spent
And it's been a while now and still no answers popped in my head. Shit!
If you're wondering
(And if you wonder if I hate you)
Best believe it's gon be fuck you till I make it
'Cause by then I'll prolly learn to love again, my ass is patient
And I'll be the one who's smiling while you're still the one who ain't shit!!
Fuck you talm bout