[Intro: Nicki MInaj]
Rrrrrrrrr

[Verse 1: Jay Godí]
Thought we were closer
Now I feel we’re not okay
Feeling it’s over
Then you come around my way

[Verse 2: Jay Godí]
Now you pull away
I’m back to black
Then I pull away
And now you’re back
Then I feel a way
We’re not on track
Now you feel a way
We’re back in tact

[Pre-Hook: Jay Godí]
I’m in your planet stuck
With a new view
Beyond your galaxy
Looking for rescue
I lost myself in you
But I can't blame you
Oh I
[Hook: Jay Godí]
I could cry right now
But I won’t
I could break right now
But I won’t
I could scream right now
But I won’t
Though I fell
I love you
Oooh, uh oh
I just played myself
Oooh, uh oh
For letting you in
Oooh, uh oh
I just played myself
Oooh, uh oh
For letting you in

[Verse 3: Nicki Minaj, Jay Godí, SZA]
You said you'd never make me cry
Now you got me thinking bout you night and day
Said you ain't like them other guys
I know It's hard, I know I intimidate ya
I never shoulda gave it to you in the first place
Fucking with you felt like jail n***a
I was the first one to put you up on that Hermès (Tell Him to back off)
Coulda took your surname, kept you from them birdbrains
Now you in my burn book, fuck you and what's-her-name
I'd rather physical, emotional's the worst pain
You triggering my anxiety in the worst way
Sometimes, the best thing you could do is step away
Ain't no more booty calls, you gotta jack off
I'll always be the one you let get away
Still I... (cause you don't see me how I see me)
[Hook: Jay Godí]
I could cry right now
But I won’t
I could break right now
But I won’t
I could scream right now
But I won’t
Though I fell
I love you
Oooh, uh oh
I just played myself
Oooh, uh oh
For letting you in
Oooh, uh oh
I just played myself
Oooh, uh oh
For letting you in

[Bridge]
I wished you loved me
The way I love you
I wish you treated me
The way I treat you
I wish you wanted me
The way I want you
I wish you loved me
I wish you loved me
I wished you loved me
The way I love you
I wish you treated me
The way I treat you
I wish you wanted me
The way I want you
I wish you loved me
I wish you loved me
[Verse 4: SZA, Nicki Minaj]
Say give me a buck, need that gushy stuff
Welcome to the crying game where you lose your soul
Push the limit, no, you ain't good enough
Where it ain't no E-Z pass, you got to use the toll
All your n***as say that you lost without me
You ain't good enough
All I can give
I did it all for love
All I can give
I did it all of this on no drugs
All I can give
I did all of this sober
I did it all for us?
All I can give

[Outro: Jay Godí]
I just played myself