Hiding
Running
Thriving
Loving
I give my all but you just take
Taking advantage cuz they know ill stay
Bend over backwards sell myself out for their love
Hate to admit it but i think ive lost myself
The undertow has been reaching out for me
Lately ive been feeling like declaring defeat

Chemicals
Medicate
Fix your head
Before its checkmate
Drink til
You can't walk straight
Sober up
Start it the next day

What can i do everybody wants to know
Ill be over there trying to let go
I quit the drugs now im scared my friends will judge me
If i never smoke will they still love me
To stay relevant i had to change so much
Im realizing how its never enough
They ask my name
They see my face
Inside theres nothing
I feel so fucking fake
Chemicals
Medicate
Fix your head
Before its checkmate
Drink til
You can't walk straight
Sober up
Start it the next day

Ive been
Motionless
Motionless
Motionless
Ive been ive been
Motionless