glass shards

[Verse 1: reddhed]
I swear, I cry every time you smile
You look so pretty, can we talk for a while
I wanna take you out, I wanna eat you out
If I fucking drown, would you love me now
You got a body like a goddess, break bones, but I'll never break a promise
Do you want me back, you know I want it bad
Don't wanna go out sad, don't wanna go out like that
So stoned, I don't know where I'm at
Said I'm so fucking pretty, but I'm always sad
And I'm straight sippin' Henny with some weed in my lap
Said I'm such a fucking stoner, hear the weed in my laugh
But I'm always high and I'm always sad
And I'm always high, but I'm still so sad
And I'm always high, but I'm still so sad

[Verse 2: 2005memories]
When you're around I don't feel sad
I kinda hate myself, just like my dad
When I take these pills, I don't feel mad
Man, I'm kinda fucked up from my stupid past
Fucking want real love, but it never lasts
Now I'm sitting in my room with this fucking glass
Shards in my hand, I stabbed your back
Jumped out your window into your grass
Ran across your lawn, ran into your cat
Now I'm singing these songs thinking 'bout our past
Man, I really hate that bitch, glad it never last