Surreal
Pursuin’ This (Ft. Surreal)
(Verse 1: Surreal)
I remember when i was a kid
I was all stressed out about school and shit
Then in middle school i tried to be the coolest kid
Hung out with my boys and did some foolish shit
Sneaking out of the house, drinking booze and shit
Text message relationships, got the newest bitch
Skateboard, long hair, skinny jeans, who is this?
When my momma still loved me before i put her through some shit
I thought i grew up in 9th grade but that was some stupid shit
I went from smoking weed on the weekend to getting stupid lit
I had 3.8 but i still felt like a stupid kid
Who was dreamin' about rappin' but wasn't doing it
Then one night i grabbed the pen like fuck it imma do this shit
Thought about my life, where I'm going, how I'm using this gift
I mean all i really do is get lit
Seems a little ignant, isn't it?
What if this is life? Then i dont really get it
Why we killing each other over motherfucking pigment?
Running this race trading money for menace
But we can dream, I guess its wonderful isn't it?
The voice of God, i can hear him coming, listen
(Verse 2: Providence)
Lets stop with all this fucking around
Enough of this bullshit, I'm holding my ground
Enough of this school shit, I'm dumbing it down
You already know what im about, rap is a town I was born in, lyricism is not something I'm foreign in I'm pourin with sound
Holding the King's Cup, drinking so much you might as well pass me the Crown
Friends moving Mary Jane by the pound
A scary lane, selling, nickles, dimes, and dubs just to make an extra dime
I guess we both moving a sound
They're moving the loud while I'm just speaking aloud
And I'm wasting all this energy
Trying to locate my inner peace
Walking on ice and I'm nearing a thinner piece
So cold I'm freezing in this winter fleece
Please God just give me a winners seat
I'm tired of always walking around with sinners feet
Not asking for fortune or fame just asking you to give me a bigger scene
And by any means I can do the rest to be seen on that TV screen
Cause even when I'm awake I be living in dreams
Yeah I said even when I'm awake I be living in dreams