lemons

These days I'm distant
Have to stop and pat my pockets
When I'm half a mile away
Did i close the door and lock it?
Yeah I'm forgetful
These days i don't remember I don't love you, anymore

These days i walk around with strings tied to my fingers
One for every time you're too tired to run dinner
And I try to untie, but I'm just spreading myself thinner (?)
Wish I could go back a year, tell the boy what's gonna hit him

I don't miss him, I'm just a bit lonely
I don't want him, just want him to hold me
Why am I still a mess on the floor?
I don't love him, don't love him, don't love him anymorе

Don't know why I still cry for no reason
I'm not sad, must be allergy sеason
I'm alert and I'm having withdrawals (?)
I don't love him, don't love him, don't love him anymore

I repress how you turn lemonade back into lemons
Refusing to get baptized when I tried to give you heaven
You can't help it, there's nothing in this world you couldn't ruin
If you were the rain, then my hopes were made of sugar
What a sweet puddle for your socks to soak up
While the summer choked us
I was crying, soaked up
I came out of the rain, now I'm clean with all my hopes up

I don't miss you, I'm just a bit lonely
I don't want you, just want you to hold me
Why am I still a mess on the floor?
I don't love you, don't love you, don't love you anymore

Don't know why I still cry for no reason
I'm not sad, must be allergy season
I'm alert and I'm having withdrawals (?)
I don't love you, don't love you, don't love you anymore

Goodbye Pipersgatan 30
Goodbye twin bed that we slept in
Goodbye to all of the clothes of mine i left the day you met me
Goodbye window that we fucked in
Goodbye rainy mornings tucked in
Goodbye sweet little nothings