In the moonlight I'll try to get you outta my mind slit my wrist lose the bliss then I vanish into mist disappear over here I can't see nothings clear wanna die it's alright your whole life is a lie I'm drunk in blood your drunk in love I don't get all the buzz I'm at home I'm alone in the depths of my own mind I'm inside this empty abyss and there's a hell fight no insight no truth just lies that I've been fed been dead since the devil said I'm gunna be drenched in an ocean painted red with the blood of my ex no gain just pain it drives me insane lose my brain no thought but I'm glad I ain't the same cuz uniform is really lame that's why I reach for my blade and make my skin look different so I don't ever blend in