Lord Finesse
Lost
[Verse 1: P-Mack]
Reminisce to days, in the cold and the rain, and I'm all by myself
Arms cold, and I'm down on the ground, man i look to the sky and I'm begging for help
And I get no reply, every time that i ask, Dear Lord are you willing to help?
And it's breaking my heart and I'm losing control when i think bout the pain that i felt
When I, felt like all hope was lost and no fix for this broken soul
I'll take you back, to that darker time it's 2 years ago when i lost it all
I Felt defeated, I could not believe it, had to ask myself "man is God involved?"
I'm Never speaking and I'm Barely breathing, all to myself man i'll die alone
Cause man i been down and alone
Felt like the moment was lost
Felt like I'm counting the cost
Of ending it now, my Dad looking down
But no one will miss me when I end it right now
It's 2 in the morning, my girl isn't calling
She prolly been cheating that's why she seem distant
And Momma told me guard your heart boy
Only party on weekends I'm starboy
Cause drinking my only escape
Well that or get high
I'm keeping way too much inside
I told you I'm sad, you looking surprised
Like "N***a, you got the sauce in it right now?"
You thought that i was winning, you thought i was killing, like i do not go through the same thing you feeling
Like n***a, this fame thing appealing
But feel me
I'm finding no cure for the pain that I'm feeling
I'm lost
[Hook: Ulemu Kanyongolo]
I've been Lost, I'm in Limbo
I watch the rain as it's falling by the Window
I know I've been low, but where's the high?
God I'm looking for a signal (for a signal)

[Bridge: Lord Finesse]
Lost, Lost, Lost
Lost, Lost, Lost
Lost, Lost, Lost
Lost

[Verse 2: Lord Finesse]
If you're hearing this at right this second my n***a just send help
I'm stuck in the forest, I've used up my flair, and nobody can hear me when I yell
Man I can tell where the trees end
Cannot think of any reason
Why God would put me in predicament
Perhaps it was my disobedience
Sometimes I try to forge my own path
Think I got it but I go back
Square root
Forest is scorching its torture my efforts don't bear fruit I'm a scared yout
Man I'm terrified but I smile tho
Cause there's never comfort for a Waldo
Cause you find me and lose me again
And find me lose me again
Take care of your mental
I know that ignoring them feelings is easier
Know when it's raining and pouring it's easy to
Throw away all the umbrellas
There's meteors
Falling in every direction
And every second
Your mind overloading With all of these questions
Like
Why am I stuck in this rut bruh
Did I step on a crack for this karma?
To be wreaking this havoc
Like how will I manage, I'm lost
I panic I'm frantic my God
Botanic for panic attack
Vanish and never come back, never come back
Live in my head so do not take it personal when I don't link you
Leave your message on read and then tell you a lie about all of the things I can think through
Cause it's not what you did that's a problem, it's more of the things that I think that I didn't do
Been through
Timeliness
Makes me nervous about my time
Yeah