[Chorus]
Carry this weight on my soul with no peace
And it's been taking its toll on me
Traveled this way all alone, lonely
Just tryna find my way home
[Verse 1]
Tryna find where there's no place like, I don't think twice
To get this shit, I won't play nice
You see the game's rigged, so I never roll they dice
The road of life got gatekeepers, and I know they price
Gotta slip a couple dollars just to make it back home
As I roam on that paper chase through the unknown
If you chase for too long, though, end up all alone
On the quest to bе the king, you'll build a cage around the thronе
But there ain't no rest for the wicked, so I stay lifted
Aside from my pills, I'm never scripted
Write my destiny on the daily, don't get it twisted
Did the things that people told me weren't realistic, uh
Just a Libra who been tryna find a balance
When chemically I've proven that that shit gonna be a challenge
Liquor by the gallons, reefer by eighth
On this long road, tryna find my way
[Chorus]
Carry this weight on my soul with no peace (With no peace)
And it's been taking its toll on me (On me)
Traveled this way all alone, lonely
Just tryna find my way home
[Verse 2]
My drug problems got drug problems
And according to my ex, I got some love problems
It's like I love problems, it's like I'm drawn to 'em
I've just adapted to survive and stay strong through 'em
And even though it make my soul grow cold
I've learned how to survive on this road I've chose
And the highs so high, but the lows so low
In the mirror, see a person I don't know no more, woah
Tryna reconnect with who I used to be
Even if my way of doing that is pharmaceutically
Truthfully, keep it transparent, translucently
Musically giving you my life just so you can see
That the grass is always greener though your phone screen
But still, I'm out here repping for the home team
Same old dream, just another day
Still tryna find my way
[Chorus]
Carry this weight on my soul with no peace (With no peace)
And it's been taking its toll on me (On me)
Traveled this way all alone, lonely
Just tryna find my way home