[Hook:]
I just want to say I love you
I'm living in the struggle
And I really want to hustle
But can't put nothing above you
Because you're up there, you're up there
You're up there, you're up there
You're up there, you're up there

[Bridge:]
And I be feeling like
I want to be on my own sometimes
I want to be in the wrong sometimes
I want to stay in my zone sometimes
But you will not leave me alone sometimes

[Verse 1:]
Feel like I'm writing letters to myself
Each time be like a letter to myself
Reminded that I was blinded by no remorse
I threw shots
And He responded with a cross
Young sheep temporarily lost
Shepard keep me covered He would never cut me off
True talk that can never be false
New patterns like I'm covered in Lebanese cloth
And it's been conviction over addition
On top of that more faith over suspicion
More grace being poured over my snapback
I cannot deny God's love it's real that's that
I'm from a place where they ask you where the cash at?
Answer that wrong you might become a hashtag
Naturally I possess the same tendencies
So Lord keep me away from the wrong energy, please
[Hook:]
I just want to say I love you
I'm living in the struggle
And I really want to hustle
But can't put nothing above you
Because you're up there, you're up there
You're up there, you're up there
You're up there, you're up there

[Bridge:]
And I be feeling like
I want to be on my own sometimes
I want to be in the wrong sometimes
I want to stay in my zone sometimes
But you will not leave me alone sometimes

[Verse 2:]
Don't give me poverty
Don't give me riches
Admonish me so I honestly
Read the scriptures
Burn the bridges of everything
That was wicked
I'm married young lady so baby
We cannot kick it
No
Tempted at low moments to go and get some doe
I'm thinking back on Romans until I switch my flow
Floating on this wave of bitter faith
Patient as a slave in chains that still prays
However at times
I wanna rebel
How in my search for Heaven I discovered this hell
I suffer why I can't live like everybody else?
Then I'm reminded I can't buy
What everybody sells
Cause everything here is temporal treasure
Compared to eternity it's no measure
True reward is located in Heaven
Question
Do you want it now or do you want it forever
[Hook:]
I just want to say I love you
I'm living in a struggle
And I really want to hustle
But can't put nothing above you
Because you're up there, you're up there
You're up there, you're up there
You're up there, you're up there

[Bridge:]
And I be feeling like
I want to be on my own sometimes
I want to be in the wrong sometimes
I want to stay in my zone sometimes
But you will not leave me alone sometimes