[Chorus]
I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice
When it hurts anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
[Verse 1]
In these past few months, shit's been hitting the fan
I gotta chose between my girl or my dawgs and my fam
And I don't really wanna move, but there's nothing I can do when
No one understands, I'm alone and confused
And I ain't got a second to do some second-guessing or
Count a couple blessings or focus on my lessons
I'm under a lot of stress and I'm regretting my profession
What I really need is a moment of reflection
I've been too drained to even write a couple bars
While everyone's together, I'm alone on Mars
I guess I need to open up about these past few months
I fucking hate growing up and being stuck in this rut
But as much as life sucks and it pushes me down
Sometimes, I think I'm better off being thrown around
'Cause all these shitty moments are just things that lift me
I've been gone for a while and I wonder if you missed me
[Chorus]
I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice
When it hurts anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
[Verse 2]
I'm only positive 'cause I'm used to the pain
And I'm not trying to be edgy, man, abuse is a game
See, me and my feelings are just one in the same
So when I'm feeling real shitty, it gets worn on my face
I've been so enthusiastic and my feelings been so drastic
That one day I'm crying, and the next day I'm laughing
And recently, I'm feeling like I'm burdening others
Got me hating myself for some reason or another
Like I'm leaving my brother along with my mom
And I been stressing to myself 'cause I can't write a new song
So when everyone is gone and I'm here all alone
I wonder if my new house will feel like a home
But when I'm done thinking and I let shit hit me
I remember shitty moments are just things that lift me
And I can roll with punches from the things that hit me
I've been gone for a while and I really hope you missed me
[Chorus]
I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice
When it hurts anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore