Drowning

[Verse 1]

I like to be empty, just so you can't get me

I know that I'm skinny, I know I'm not trendy

I know I'm not perfect, so don't go and hang me

I'm drowning in my sorrows, so I don't suffer pain

And I'm living in this moment, I've captured and owned it

My last breath's an omen

It only takes a second, for my mouth to open

And the whole world changes with the last words I've spoken

And I ain't event mad, and I am not sorry

So don't go expecting another apology

I'd like to say bye to all those who followed me

And supported each move that I made chronologically

And, I'm sorry that I couldn't do better

But at least be happy that we've got some good weather

Be more optimistic, it makes your life longer

Which is why I'm still drowning under 30 feet of water



[Verse 2]

Ya see, all it really does is just cloud up your brain

In a minute, I saw it, surround in flame

Take it all back, back, back again

To the days when we were young trying to figure out our lanes

When did it all change, when did I become insane?

I started losing sleep, but psycho's what I became

Just waiting for the day when I could take my life back

Get it on track, rewind, realize it's whack

Time gets turned so that, I had never rapped

Never wrote a song, never reached a hundred drafts

We can't change the past, in fact we're too fast

All my judgments are lapsed, and that'll always last

And I will always grasp every moment that I can

To be who I want to be, not realizing that I am

I don't need to change anything to make it grand

I just need to keep trying to make you understand



[Verse 3]

So I'd like to say thank you to all my enemies

All the little pipsqueaks who've been trying to stop my dreams

You could've joined the team but you brought me to the stream

And held my head under, until I couldn't breath

I feel I'm stuck between blatant hate and ignorance

Take the gate, or hop the fence, make a name and stop these gents

They were here from the start and will stay until the end

But won't make it to my brain unless I let them come in

They're all just parasites, out of sight, out of mind

Feeding off the lights that are blinding my eyes

Being blinded my the lies that are right in front of me

The truth is right here but I can't bring myself to see

Past all the lies I think I need to come clean

But I don't know what about

I don't know - can you please just tell me

Please tell me, tell me how to feel

Before I die all alone, and spin like a wheel