::: HALSEY :::
I should be living the dream
But I'm livin’ with a security team
And that ain't gonna change, no
I got a paranoia in me
And you wouldn't believe
Everything that I seen, no
Comin’ apart at the seams
And no one around me knows

Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
To the one I love, paint me wrong
Give me a light now (oh-oh)

You know that I love you
But I'm still learning to love myself
(To love my, to love my, to love my)
I'm still learning to love myself
(To love my, to love my, to love my) yeah, yeah

I should be living the dream
But I go home and I got no self-esteem (no)
You think I’m swimmin’ in green
But it's passed around my family tree
No man wants to really commit
Intimidated ’cause I get paid and shit
In the crowd, you're readin' my lips
But no one around me knows
Who I am, what I'm on
Who I’ve hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
To the one I love, paint me wrong
Give me a light now (oh-oh)

You know that I love you
But I'm still learning to love myself
(To love my, to love my, to love my)
I'm still learning to love myself
(To love my, to love my, to love my) yeah, yeah
Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes
If I breathe, it's alright, but something's don't change
But I'm still learning (I'm still learning) to love myself (to love myself)
(To love my, to love my, to love myself)

Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
To the one I love, paint me wrong
Give me a light now (to the ones I love)
To the ones I love

But I'm still learning to love myself
(To love my, to love my, to love my) yeah, yeah
I'm still learning (I'm still learning) to love myself (to love myself)
(To love my, to love my, to love my, ooh)
I try and I try to remember sometimes
If I breathe, it's alright, but something's don't change
I'm still learning (I'm still learning) to love myself (I'm still learning)
::: EMINEM :::
I can hear the drummers drumming
And the trumpets, someone's tryna summon someone, I know something's coming
But I'm running from it to be standing at the summit
And plummet, how come it wasn't what I thought it was?
Was it, too good to be true?
Have nothing, get it all but too much of it
Then lose it again, then I swallow hallucinogens
Cause if not, where the hell did it go?
Cause here I sit in Lucifer's den by the dutch oven
Just choosing to sin
Even if it means I'm selling my soul, just to be the undisputed again
Do whatever I gotta do just to win
Cause I got this motherfucking cloud over my head
Crown around it, thorns on it
Cracks in it, bet you morons didn't
Think I'd be back, did ya?
How 'bout that I'm somehow now back to the underdog
But no matter how loud that I bark, this sport is something I never bow-wow'd at
I complain about the game, I shout and I pout, it's a love-hate
But I found out that I can move a mountain of doubt
Even when you bitches are counting me out, and I appear to be down for the count
Only time I ever been out and about is driving around town with my fucking whereabouts, in a doubt cause
I been lost tryna think of what I did to get here but I'm not a quitter
Gotta get up, give it all I got or give up
Spit or shit or stepped on but kept going
I'm tryna be headstrong but it feels like I slept on my neck wrong
Cause you're moving onto the next, but is the respect gone?
Cause someone told me that
::: HALSEY :::
Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
To the one I love, paint me wrong
Give me a light now (to the ones I love)
To the ones I love

But I'm still learning to love myself
(To love my, to love my, to love my) yeah, yeah
I'm still learning (I'm still learning) to love myself (to love myself)
(To love my, to love my, to love my, ooh)
I try and I try to remember sometimes
If I breathe, it's alright, but something's don't change
I'm still learning (I'm still learning) to love myself (I'm still learning)