[Judicious]
I hate my life, can’t wait to make it right
I’m aching to get back to me so I can take it straight to Christ
I’m on top of the world, I’m baked the lakes look nice
Hit a great bong, vacate it’ll take you flights
And it hits nice, just wait til you break the ice
Depression sucks, suicidal it’ll stay for life
I can’t rest unless I aim the blade and scrape the knife
Pressure on the vein, blood sprays and fate was right
He’d take his life, wake up and rape his wife
Realize he wasn’t sleeping, take a shot and make it twice
Sipping liquor while gazing at his naked wife
Dead lays the lady who had his children gave them life
I’m too depressed, grab my throat said screw the breath
Choked passed out, fell to hell and ooh there’s death
He said you will never lose this stress
So move it, guess what we got you doing next
You gotta prove the rest of us
That your loose screws are the best of us
My loose screws are too loose for you to re noose ooh, re juice
My brain is racing it’s like I’m better aching for medication
While I’m pacing around patiently waiting for my sedation
Cuz I tasted the perks, grabbed the pill bottle and scraped it
I’m wasted off 3 pills, an eighth of laced weed and a case I faced for me
I’ll rape this beat, take the condom and staple it to your feet
And mark my place that I came for my defeat
Ain’t no way you crazy like me
Insane as he, looks plain but maybe there’s a way he
Can hang with Shady, we crazy, and can say fuck all you who hate me