[Verse 1]
I'm your very own personal distraction
The kind who a normie would call a disaster
I can't get you out of my head
You're digging through my brain
And taking what I've said
Some things are better not remembered at all
Stop trying to fix me and find my flaws
Why can't you just take me for what I am?
Just take me for what I am

[Chorus 1]
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, I'm never changing
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, I'm never changing
I'm a disaster

[Verse 2]
Some people wonder
How I can fall asleep at night
I'll rest in pieces feeling right
One step too far
One breathe too late
I've hit wall, I can't escape
I'm screaming out
I'm screaming out
I'm a disaster!
[Chorus 1]
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, I'm never changing
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, I'm never changing
I'm a disaster

[Bridge]
I'm a disaster

I'm looking into my soul
I see this stranger
I'm looking back at myself
Who is this creature?
Reflecting back on my life
Through this mirror
I'm looking down at these scars

[Chorus 2]
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, I'm never changing
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, it's time to change this
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, it's time to change this
I'm a disaster
I'm a fucking mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, it's time to change
It's time to change this