Rudeboy
If I lose you
[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
So many things I want to tell you, but I'm scared to write the song. I know we're physically together but inside I feel alone. And I know I'm always changing, but I'm happy when you're home. And I can tell you're feeling pain. See, I can hear it in your tone
And I'm sorry that I hurt you even though it doesn't help, but If I lose you then I'll lose my soul and probably lose myself
And lately I've been looking at the cards that I've been dealt. I've been wishing they were hearts, and I wasn't locked in a cell. But it's whatever. I know you're feeling broken and I'm sorry. Apologize for my mistakes. I know I'm never right. I'm wishing I'd forget about you every single morning, but I find myself in pain, dreaming 'bout you every night
And it hurts me that I hurt you, I thought that I would do better. I was caught up in the music. It's stupid I feel this way. I'm numbing all my problems by writing you through this letter and it probably doesn't change how I'm stuck outside in the rain

[Hook: Rey-Infinite]
If I lose you now..
Where would you go?
Would you love another?
Could you love another?
Would you be able to let me go?
Oh oh oh