Within 5 minutes falling asleep
She said I’m a nervous wreck and she’s over it
Yeah that’s fine, cuz I’m so bad for you
Holding on my hand late night while texts come through

But she still loves me by my side
Flame burning deep see it within her eyes
At least she let me stay the night
She say she won’t miss me but I know she’s lying

Yeah you said you’re moving on
Saw me outside the club and you trailed me down
6 wax carts and a half ounce
Bagged up in my pocket plays from out of town

Bong rips outside the van so loud
Kush smoke floods the streets so they know it’s us
The stars aligned they played our song I thought of you
And the hundreds of times you snuck me in your room

I’m outside getting pressed by random fools
Asking bout my life but I’m not in the mood
Baddies at the club but I just want you
Sometimes I don’t know why I put up with your attitude

Dark blood nails
I got hoes like everywhere
Selling acid tabs to college kids by Harvard Square
Already smashed and made a rack, ain’t even 11am
Girls in New York, Boston, Detroit & overseas in France
Me and my bitch sad, that’s why she loves it when I slide
Gonna trip mushrooms again when the time is right
Told her I’ll still care after I’m dead
Don’t want her to make the same mistakes I did
Said I’ll still love you when I’m gone
I’ll be looking up below
I’ll haunt your body and soul

Saw you in fishnets & chains
Girl don’t lie to me cuz we both know it’s late
This state chewed me up and spit me out
Understand why I spent all of those years strung out

I’m not getting tatted cause or you
Near death experience that you never knew
I saw you and you were with him
Now you know the reason for my self destruction