I'm already fucking up homie, I'm being honest with you
My hearts a broken shard it will not start I'm fucking see through
I Lost my brother and my inspiration I can't fucking see you
I'm pessimistic, lost in a desert of broken chests and
Bleeding out and giving up might teach me a lesson
Lonely late nights tugging with a smith and Wesson
I am worth nothing, but maybe I'll stand for something
Because what I have right now is just not fucking working
I promised to his ghost that I'll make it and continue
Any legacy he had and even build upon my own too
But
I'm in a fucked up environment
Like toxic waste my mind is nothing but constant torment
I can hear a beast within my fucking chest its lying dormant
Can I be a lion or will I just get to pouring
Again
And again and again and again my chest bleeding
Take a double cup put it to the hole and get to leaning
Only time I feel alive is when I'm fucking dreaming
Faded off a cup of blood I swear to god i feel like Jesus
Nodding off of a couple xans in the backseat of my bimmer
Hope one of these is laced so I become a constant dreamer
God is any of this good enough?
Is anybody listening
Does anybody give a fuck
All the time I'm missing
My heart is collapsed I'm waiting for my eyes to shut

Broken hearts, Broken dreams inside a cup of lean
Purple thoughts swishing acting up I'm gonna make a scene
In love with drugs empty hugs words inside a screen
Bathe me in the blood and free me 'fore I go to sleep


But you know I'm never gonna give a fuck
I'm fucking wasted again I'm staring in my cup
Hoping for my tears to roll inside and fill it up
My minds racing, fucked up and my hearts chasing
Heat on my waist so everyone know I'm not playing
Its too dark so they can't see the tears falling
My phone buzzing, its my moms, she's always calling
She always thinks I'm high, she's probably screaming, so ill ignore it
Its too dark so they can't see the tears falling
I grab my heat and cock it back I put it to my dome and
I want to blow I want to go I want to be replaced
I don't want another soul to ever see my face
I don't want to be failure, don't wanna lose the race
How can I get real when my entire world is fake
I let the Nina blast I hear the sirens on their way

Broken hearts, Broken dreams inside a cup of lean
Purple thoughts swishing acting up I'm gonna make a scene
In love with drugs empty hugs words inside a fucking screen
Bathe me in the blood and free me 'fore I go to sleep
{preaching}